Thursday, September 13, 2012

How to Loose a Guy in Ten Days?

Definitely the title is from a romantic movie, drama, and classic story of hates become love. But, what striking me from that movie is the line, "you can't lose something you never had!".

Indeed, back to Yokohama after "too-short" break is not easy, not aimable, because my life is centered in Jakarta in the meantime. But the show must go-on...



H.a.t.e Weeping...

In the past, crying is a big “NO” for me given the environment that I grow, unfortunately, as I grow older now I easily weep, but I know I fight it hard and grow stronger and stronger each day since I let God to lead. No more fighting for life since I have learned to fight hard and need no more. Fear not, now I just enjoy my life with my loved parents, families, BFFs and my circle-1-in-life sharing the beauty of life love that God has given. 

Have to stop my weep. I assume that I have strong and bold character, with (sometimes)-soft approach. My tendency to love-to-talk might prejudice some against me wrongly, yet I listen attentively with ears and heart, and not easily forgetting their body language message. I make connection easily, so as for me everyone is a friend at first until proven otherwise.

I like to end my today rehearsal with the quote,

“I love deep. I fight hard. I trust much. I forgive often. I learn more. I grow strong. And, as a wise mother told me: if it doesn’t kill me then it only makes me stronger”.

Do I love Jakarta? Yes because people I love most in life live there. Now my heart stays there, I don’t miss the city but I do miss u u u and all of my best ones.

Yokohama, 13 September 2012.