Definitely the title is from a romantic movie, drama, and classic story of hates become love. But, what striking me from that movie is the line, "you can't lose something you never had!".
Indeed, back to Yokohama after "too-short" break is not easy, not aimable, because my life is centered in Jakarta in the meantime. But the show must go-on...
Look at me,
You may think you see who I really am,
but, you'll never know me.
Every day, it's as if I play a part.
When will my reflection show, who I am inside... (C.Aguilera)
Thursday, September 13, 2012
H.a.t.e Weeping...
In the past, crying is a big “NO” for me given
the environment that I grow, unfortunately, as I grow older now I easily weep,
but I know I fight it hard and grow stronger and stronger each day since I let
God to lead. No more fighting for life since I have learned to fight hard and need
no more. Fear not, now I just enjoy my life with my loved parents, families,
BFFs and my circle-1-in-life sharing the beauty of life love that God has
given.
Have to stop my weep. I assume that I have strong and bold
character, with (sometimes)-soft approach. My tendency to love-to-talk might
prejudice some against me wrongly, yet I listen attentively with ears and
heart, and not easily forgetting their body language message. I make connection
easily, so as for me everyone is a friend at first until proven otherwise.
I like to end my today rehearsal with the
quote,
“I love deep. I fight hard. I trust much. I
forgive often. I learn more. I grow strong. And, as a wise mother told me: if
it doesn’t kill me then it only makes me stronger”.
Do I love Jakarta? Yes because people I love
most in life live there. Now my heart stays there, I don’t miss the city but I
do miss u u u and all of my best ones.
Yokohama, 13 September 2012.
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