Hari sabtu gw dating makan siang dengan dua dokter cantik teman2 SMA gw. Udah lama gw pengen makan siang ama mereka tapi jadwal di antara kami susah match, sore mereka praktek sementara sabtu biasanya gw (dulu) kuliah atau sekarang golfing.
Kami ngobrol ngalor ngidul, saling ngupdate, cerita soal diet dan gigi, dan update teman2 lainnya. Sekian jam berlalu ditemani makanan dan minum di sebuah kafe yg lumayan nyaman.
Saat kami berpisah, salah seorang di antara mrk bilang, "what a life, you could have been a doctor like us. We've been known each others for eras, and we know well how much you wanted it."
I said, "hey, I once regret it, but not anymore. I'm moving on. Life indeed is not fair, but I trust God. Look at me now, not bad than a doctor rite and surrounded by you all. Plus, I got very nice bonus, not one but two, God has showed me how to help two of His man become doctors. This even more than an answer to my prayer. Please don't feel sorry for me. I made it this far only by and for His will."
Still the answer, "Lo emang kuat banget 'tha. Good luck 'tha, as you said life isn't fair. Look at those who still gone shopping in spite of economy crisis."
Final answer as I have to go, "Dearest, please stop doing such comment, nobody - not even God - ever promised that our life would be just fair. Bukan kuat gw, but we just have to accept it, our part is just don't do anymore damages to whom feels not as lucky as us. You guys are doctor, be a good one. Not only for me, but also for others."
Cupika cupiki and bye. Yuks, kita stop doing such. Be blessed at anytime, dear. It's true that I once regret it, but I know that my life now surrounded by trusted experts and love. Only God who is able to let me know you both and thanks to Him.
If my life was fair,
I know for sure that I could have lost this excitement of staying alive.
